Following are a few excerpts from my personal journal when I first started making and taking Ormus. This will be a continuing series. – sadhaka
3/3/09 – 5:05 – I have the Stone! Or what some would call the stone, that is. Without using pH strips and going on my own wacky intuition, I was able to precipitate a huge amount of Ormus. Going too fast as I normally do, I had the inkling I would be able to finish the whole procedure tonight and start taking it immediately. But thank heavens I didn’t! I took the water off of the original precipitate and back into another jar and decided to add more lye to see what would happen, and that’s when I found the huge amount of Ormus. I’m still washing the final product, and I may in fact continue to attempt to extract more from that batch as well; this stuff is everywhere hiding in the cracks.
While I was doing the experiment, I was overcome by blissful excitement. I was laughing like a mad scientist. I don’t know if I was going through some kind of initiation or preparation, as the alchemist who is transformed as he transforms lead into gold, but it sure felt significant. It could also have been my own excitement at the mere fact the experiment actually worked. I could feel the presence of the Ormus as I was working. I knew it was there, somewhere. I could feel the power of it.
There was a tiny amount left in a jar I was using to wash it, so I washed it some more and poured it into a glass. I immediately felt it loosen something in my chest. I did feel a little spacey, but I don’t need to ingest anything to feel like that, especially lately. Then R. came home and said my eyes looked weird, like I was on some kind of drug. That made me smile.
3-3-09 – Ormus experiment going well. I guess I didn’t yield quite as much as I thought I had before, but it’s more than enough to last a while. Also I thought I might be overdoing it at first with the number of times I had taken it – I’ve taken it four times today – but after the last wash, I realized that what I had been taking was only a fraction of the good stuff, but I took a few droppers full just now. I believe there is a definite difference, although the essence of it is the same. It seems to be helping me with energetic strength and the ability to handle incoming energy.
Right now after taking a dropper full of the “good stuff,” I feel pretty energized and slightly blissful. There’s also a sexual or sensual component to this stuff. I think it might help increase jing. If that’s the case, I’ll have R. start taking it if he’s not too wary. I’m all new to this stuff, so I don’t know if I could throw myself into a healing crisis by taking too much or what, but I’m so interested in its effects that I want to do something stupid like down the whole bottle. I’ve been having the “frequency sound shift” I sometimes get where my hearing tightens up and something stats ringing in my ears.
3/4/11 – 2:20 PM – Oh, goodness. I don’t know if yesterday was about getting my body used to this stuff or something, but today the experience of taking the Ormus seems completely different. I took some in water this morning and it made me feel more normal; I didn’t turn into agro-sadhaka on the freeway, and I even attempted to “undo” some bad karma I may have run into or created the other day at Jack in the Box. Feeling good. I just got home after work and (2:22) took some of the water off the settled layer in the small jar and put it in a glass to drink. The taste was stronger and it tingled under my tongue, and I felt an immediate rush. I think it might be best taken sublingually or at least swirled around in the mouth for a little while first. I took some more when I felt that and now I’m kind of excited, sensually and mentally because I feel this giddiness like I’ve been practicing Kunlun or giving myself deeksha for a while. I hope it stays with me. I hope this turns out to be a valuable tool.
2:45 – I’m surrounded by a big energy, a sort of field like a halo or something. It reminds me of when I first connected to my Holy Guardian Angel – or it connected to me, rather – and I had the sense of a large presence emanating around my body. It’s as though it’s a bigger me, somehow outside of myself and simultaneously emanating from within. Difficult to describe, wonderful to feel. I think under normal circumstances, normal being most people without the assistance and support of fabulous practices like KL and the AD, this would have induced a healing crisis, but I’m already so magnetically used to this from KL that I’m able to process it quickly. I’ve also been aware of a different nasal drip, almost like my nasal passages are clearing out, but there’s a different taste to the mucous than I’m used to. It may be a detox or it may be the beginnings of that substance that people talk about. We’ll see.
4:21 – So the Ormus seems to be causing an amplification of the process I’m already going through. I’m able to tell exactly what my body needs all of sudden, as if I can see what eating a certain thing would do to me as soon as I think about it. It’s like extended intuition, and the intuitions are getting clearer. I’m ramped with energy right now, possible because I haven’t eaten lunch and attempted to do a salt water cleanse, but nothing has happened so far. I think it’s because I took fiber too. But that was in my intuition as well, so I think it will turn out to be a good thing. I’m going crazy thinking about talking on the radio about my book – which of course I haven’t written yet – and also thinking about the story itself. I suppose that’s more productive than imagining talking about it, but they both fuel its eventual manifestation. I always have been a little far off with my positive thinking though. I think about the results instead of the product. Hmm.
3/8/09 – I just overloaded myself. Really. I put Ormus in my tea and forgot there was already some in my water. Ahem. Feeling good, I decided to jog. With all these energies coming through, I was able to jog harder and longer than I ever have before with relatively no tiring whatsoever. When I finished, I felt amazing. I was having all this stuff come through – images, ideas, maps – and I know it will be there for later. I went into the bathroom to shower, and I did Maoshan Five Elements. Then when I was finished, I snapped. It was like all of a sudden I had to come back to “reality” – I snapped back into my normal lower energy walking around in a dream state, really – and I almost blacked out. I realized I was a little stoned, both from weed and Ormus, and I had just really pushed myself physically. I did some grounding stuff, but I almost couldn’t make it to the shower, I was so spent. All this had led to the realization that my 2nd Chakra is the most out of whack or lacking in energy. Time for some serious work down there.
3/20/11 – 4:55 – Another burnout. I should have known by the amount of energy that was coming through. I probably overdosed on Ormus again. I forget that the initial “rush” you get form taking it is not indication of what it’s going to do later. All in all I didn’t take that much, but this stuff is much better quality than the last batch. I can tell I’m out of whack now – receiving too much and not processing enough – because my left eye is brighter than my right eye. I was feeling good but I did crack something open with the new sword finger golden scalp technique. Not two minutes after I finished that last paragraph, Russell walked in. I hadn’t gotten a drink of water yet. I told him I was queasy and he said, “I’m glad I nauseate you,” jokingly. Then he suggested we have sex, which I’ll never turn down, and the physical exertion was a bit much. In the shower afterwards, it reminded me of when I almost blacked out the other day from too much exercise and Ormus. That should be a warning on the label perhaps.
3-21-09 – I guess yesterday was the Equinox. I didn’t realize that or I would have performed some kind of ritual. Interesting that I had quite an eye-opening experience anyway.
This batch of Ormus is much cleaner than the last one. I think I’ve finally got the process down, as in I know what I’m shooting for, though I don’t necessarily have it down to a science. I’m new to this stuff, and I tend to rush things, of course. But the quality of it is drastically better. I gives a feeling of contentment and calm, whereas the other stuff was kind of rushy.
4/23/09 – So I bought some Himalayan salt at Clarke’s, made Ormus and over did the mixture, so I ended up with basically no precipitate whatsoever. At first I thought the Himalayan salt didn’t yield very much, then I realized I had just messed up the process. The Mediterranean salt I bought for a buck fifty at Trader Joe’s yields some good results too, but it’s touchy. Then I realized I had enough Celtic Sea salt left for another batch. That stuff is miraculous. It’s dirty, but it yields the most precipitate. I guess it’s the mineral content that counts. However, today I was able to get more out of the Himalayan salt crystals than yesterday. I’ve been drinking what little I have, and it’s a totally mellow Ormus buzz as compared to the Celtic salt precipitate. I can’t wait to have a full batch ready.
4-29-09 – 8:15 AM – UCR, WMSTD Department – I have a cold again. I’m starting to wonder if this Ormus I’m making isn’t precipitating out metals from the water that are toxic to me. I looked up metal toxicity on-line and it says nothing about a constant runny nose and allergy like symptoms. Maybe I just keep picking up crap from these freakin’ students at all the universities I work at. At first I assumed the Ormus I was taking was purifying me, as in I had taken too much again and brought this upon myself. I was taking big doses of it to test out the strength, but while I didn’t feel much of anything besides an immediate and obvious auric bolstering – I didn’t feel completely widened or much of a rush like before – after a few large doses over the course of a few days, my nose began to run. I thought, “Great! I’m detoxing,” and that it would be over in a few hours. It’s been two days. I’m laying off the Ormus for a little while. Maybe this is an already pretty clear body’s version of a healing crisis. If it wasn’t for KL and other things…
9:19 AM – I don’t know how long I’ve been using phrases like, “I’m becoming so sensitive that…” and “The more sensitive I become…”, but it’s becoming kind of uncanny. I can sense the feelings on old shirt and pants. I’m constantly seeing energy fly around, shapes mingle, pieces of debris fly away. I’ve been seeing big blobs of things shy away from me and scurry around the floor. At Clarke’s yesterday, I was standing next to a woman in line and big surges of tingly energy kept sweeping off of me. Lately I’ve been hearing beeps and clicks and bells out of nowhere, psychic confirmation of thoughts and ideas. I’ve been taking the Ormus I made from Pink Himalayan Salt, and while it yielded almost nothing, it’s a very refined energy. I mix it with a dropper of the Celtic Sea Salt Ormus, and the combination is wonderful.
Every time I sit down to practice, do a banishing ritual, or even just think about a goddess or entity, I feel surges of energy, magnetic draws, head changes, tingles, joy, etc. Last night I decided to call up Vywamus, and it was an immediate change to an energy I hadn’t experienced before. It was almost cartoon like, and I began to sway the way he swayed when he moved his head strangely in a circle. I filled my space with Onnamai Reiki, and I had a stronger sense of it as my Reiki, an expression of Reiki that has interacted with my specific HGA to create something new. That Onnamai means enraptured in Japanese makes sense; the feeling I get when I’m perfectly still and content but feeling connected to Source and to mySelf is very similar to the feeling that this energy instills.
6-29-09 – It’s difficult to tell which is which because I’ve been working with both the new Krishna Dikxa current and the Oneness Deeksha, but I think the KD is taking care of my confidence issues. I’m not walking around like a badass or anything, but for just the past two days – 2:54 – the currents have been extremely powerful today. 4:00 – Yesterday I took a large dose of Ormus, so I’m wondering if that’s what’s causing the incredible shift in field strength and current strength I’m feeling from the Dikxas. I practiced a little yesterday, mostly to clear the space for a stronger Dikxa experience, and while it worked, it was brief and not as involved as I would have liked. With both lately there has been the feeling of astonishment, and once while practicing and invoking Krishna and KD current, I could barely believe my eyes even though I was staring at a blank wall. (That’s more common with KD than OD, which tends more to feel more like a falling inward.) 4:14 – But since yesterday every time I call any type of energy, it comes through so strongly and physically that I feel like my entire body is expanding as the energy that flows outward. 4:18 – I don’t know what’s going on exactly. I was worried that OD was losing strength or that my connection to it wasn’t as strong as before or not really what people were experiencing at the Oneness University. Today it’s come through so strongly and made me feel so much peace, my fears are assuaged.
8/9/09 – 5:38. Made a new kind of Ormus today. I’ve been applying the technique of bringing things to life with the AD and giving transmissions, that is, hopefully giving objects the ability to express a piece of the AD on their own. I’m not so sure that that works exactly yet, but it will. And “bringing them to life” is completely powerful in itself. I’ve decided to use the modified Reiki master symbol and the Cho Ku Ret for this purpose. Sword fingers of course, and the magnetic power of KL and the deepest feeling of the whole of the AD I can muster. The Ormus I made today is from sea salt from the isle of Noirmoutier. I brought it to life and gave it some AD, and I can’t remember if I was specifically thinking of its expressing the L variety or of that’s just what it did, but it’s very lunar in quality now. Whether that’s as a result of my transmission or not remains to be seen. All in all this could be the best Ormus I’ve made so far, not in its strength or whatever but in its purity and balance.